That’s bananas! I started this 3 weeks ago and I am glad it is growing.
On another note, I have a funny feeling about something…
Like, a gut feeling that something just isn’t right. Call it what you like but I was raised by a wise woman who taught me that a woman’s intuition is strong and never faulty. And I don’t think it is a matter of the mind, but of the heart rather.
We tend to believe these ideas that the heart is irrational. That the heart leads you astray. Emotion is inferior to reason. And, quite honestly, patriarchy has a lot to do with these concepts. I believe in a different school of thought: the heart is the best indicator of what to do when given a choice. We just need to develop the tools to listen to our hearts…like through meditation, silence.
I don’t have kids yet–and with the way the world is going I hope I’ll still be able to–but I am usually aware of my intuition when necessary.
Being away from my family, my life source really, I can’t tell if this feeling is about one of my younger siblings, or parents, or friends. Or maybe it’s some child across the world. Some mother or woman being abused. Some man being broken. Some community being stolen or gentrified. Some ancestral force in pain. I don’t know. But I don’t like it, not one bit.
Something just isn’t right…